You make me smile everyday
You saw me when I was invisible
If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.
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Twenty ; It wasn't supposed to be like this
Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 9:43 PM
Don't forget to remember me
Just hold on , baby . Don't ever let go .
FML , today was one of those Best-Good-Worse-Worst kind of days . Well , I woke supersuper early today (: I know I know , I very guai ;) but I didn't plan it , I had to go to church and my mom had to practically drag me out of bed . I spent like almost 30 minutes trying to find out what to wear . Seriously , I want a change of wardrobe ! If I throw out all the clothes that I don't like , I'll probably have to throw out 3/4 of my clothes . Haish , even my taste in clothes is going through puberty . Whatthehell .
So church was veryvery funfunfun ! Since today was the last Sunday of Jan , we had a birthday celebration for people whose birthday is on Jan . They had this DIY cake where there was this simple small cake and they give you different colours
of icing ! My bro was one of the birthday celebrants so I was allowed to help him decorate . After everything , our cake looked like a mess -.- seriously , the icing looked like shit . Literally . Me and my friends stashed the chocolate icing and started eating it . Yumm yumm (: I dunno who ate the cake and I don't care. The chocolate icing is enough for me ^^
Then , when we went home , Marion wanted to go home with us . I persuaded my mom and she allowed us . Seriously , I love cousin Marion . He rocks ! He's the kind of guy who has a lot of sense of humor and there's never a dull moment when he's around . (: andand then , I realized I had to do my homework . Crap ._. I had to find out 50 english words and it's meanings . Then there was this shitty iap homework . I didn't even bother doing it . Whoever give a damn to his bullshitzxc . Cousin marion left at 8.45 .
Then , bitch started nagging at me and my bro . Say what , me and my bro still got the nerve to invite people over especially since our room is veryvery messy . I mean , does Marion even care ? He's a child . Of course , he would understand this kind of things . Parents don't . She then say what , cannot use phone after 9.30 . Kns , then without phone , do what ? Die of boredom uhs ? She think I can sleep that early meh ? Knn, her expectations too high luh . Fuckfuckfuck , sometimes , I hate my family .
You are the reason I look forward to tomorrow .
Nineteen ; Stupidly smiling at my phone
Saturday, January 29, 2011 @ 6:32 PM
LOVE ; starts with a smile , grows with a kiss and end with a tear .
I like it when you say hello to me . At least I crossed your mind for even just a second .
HAIYOEH , today my parents and tita keep asking me whether I have any bf anot . WTF ? Then my mom said that I can only have a bf when I'm 20 . WTF ? Seven more years ? Impossible . But then , I think they're suspicious cos everyday , they keep asking me whether I have any bf . I mean , even if I do have one , I seriously won't tell her . IDIOT -.-
We had section lunch today . WOOSH , veryvery fun ! Gossiped like hell . Then ate kfc again , nice (Y) ! I (L) kfc (: talked about everything . From Jaslyn to even boyfriends . Even until the practice , we still remember all the things we talked about and kept on laughing . Yeah , I know , clarinets rock (Y)
When we were realeased from band , it was raining veryvery hard . Then , I walked / run under the rain . I was drenched from head to toe and shaking like hell . It was so cold . I wanted my froggy prince charming to hug me . I started to wonder how it feels like to be hugged by him . Must be heaven .
Then maurice and me walked around northpoint and talked bout 'FLIRT' . I hate flirt so much . She is making use of our guy friends . Haish , my blood boils everyone we talk about her . Seriously , she is not even pretty . FLIRT , she's only sec one now . I wonder what will happen to her when she grows older . Then , I turned to her and at the same time she reached for my shoulder making me accidentally bite her hand . Seriously , even my teeth hurt . She said my bra strap was showing therefore , she wanted to point it out to me . EPICFAILURE !
I'm so selfish . I only want you for myself .
Eighteen ; Waiting for my frog prince
Friday, January 28, 2011 @ 10:22 PM
Make your move before I'm gone . People change and hearts move on .
Anw , today we had band (: well , it was kinda fun as I was able to play the notes I wasnt able to play before . ACCOMPLISHED . The sec ones went to listen to us play Jericho . I could still remember the time when I was sec one and I was so amazed by how awesome my seniors played . Now , the sec ones have the same look in their faces just like I had (: I'M FINALLY A SENIOR ! <3 hehehe , I love this .
Anw , aft band , me , babes ; Maurice , swann yee , j and Nat went walking around northpoint . Me and Maurice cried for two different reasons but the only difference is that when Maurice cried , she had two guys to care for her . But when I did , they didn't really care . Haish , im starting to miss my frog prince .
I hate this . I'm the one who puts in effort to wait for him , to show him how much I love him . Yet , he don't realize it and I'm the one who's hurting inside . I'm the one suffering and he is just standing there no giving a damn . For goodness sake , froggy prince charming , notice me please . Its all i ever asked .
Sometimes I'm starting to wonder whether time really heals and solves everything . If it does , how long ? I've been waiting for three years yet it gets me nowhere .
CUPID , MOVE YOUR BUTT AND START WORKING YOUR MAGIC . PRETTY PLEASE .
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