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TwentyFour ; Didn't expect you to disappoint me this much
Wednesday, March 2, 2011 @ 11:23 PM
I'm sorry, maybe I expected too much. It wasn't my fault, you gave me false hopes.
Remember those times when we were inseparable? When we were so close ? Well, I still do. I still remember all the laughs . All the epic , crazy and retarded things we've done. All the gossip we've said , all the jokes we've laughed at, all the simple things that you probably forgot. Remember when the times when it was still perfect? Those moments were priceless, precious and perfect. Remember the day we first met? I was the one who stood up and said , 'hi my name is gem, what's yours?' Then after we got to know each other , we laughed at the way I was so hyper. Cos yknow why? I thought I've found my real friends . I thought so. But well, I thought wrong.
*put your thumb and index finger together* we used to be this close. Now , you are slowly slipping away from me that I'm scared one day , I cant even reach you , I can't even find you or much worse , I won't even know you anymore . I'm scared the friendship I worked so hard to forget might just fade away in a blink of an eye. I can't even read what's going through your mind anymore. You don't know how hard it is knowing that the home you protected , treasured and cherished so much would just one day crumble to pieces . You don't know how hard seeing the face you used to remember is slowly changing to a person I don't know . You don't know Joe hard it is to see everything you thought would stay forever slowly slipping through your fingers like water slipping through your hands. I guess you will never know . I guess things will have to change . I guess not everytime , things will be perfect . One time or another , things will have to change. I'm sorry , I'm ignoring you. I just want you to know how much it hurts when you ignore me.
I seriously wished you hadn't met them . They are one of the reasons why you changed right ? Since when did we lose out to them , since when did they replace us ? When they came to your life , you forget us already ? Since when did they mean more to you than us ? Since when ? Ever since you started hwnging out with them , it's like , they knew more things than us , we wouldn't know your life , we wouldn't be updated but whereas they go the up-to-the-minute updates . You will leave us in one corner while you and them will laugh veryvery loudly. Them us ? We would feel extra . Do you know how much that is hurting us ? Or do you not care bout our feelings anymore ? I want the old us back . But it seems impossible with them especially her hanging out with you a lot .
You know what I hate the most ? Valentines day , you gave me and her a card . Mine was like , three sentences only ? And hers was like a whole passage long ? Might as well write compo la ! But the point is that , you give her more effort than me. You make time for her , me ? Probably just the last few cards . You know how long I spent doing yours ? Yours took one of the longest to make . Haish , I dont know what to do anymore . Seriously . I'm tired of giving all the effort. It's your turn . It's your choice . I'm not asking for much . It's just that , I'd you still care , show it . Prove it . Make me feel that you at least care .
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