Fifteen ; If we were a movie
Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 10:31 AM
You'll be the right guy and I'll be the best friend you'll fall in love with in the end.
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love
1. A walk to remember
2. The last song
Will there really be a happy ending ?
Fourteen ; Wishing that time machine was true
Thursday, November 18, 2010 @ 10:13 PM
I miss those uncomplicated days.
Whhoosshhh ! Went back to my primary school again ! FunFunFun ! I watched their achievement ceremony . I still remember the last time I went up the stage to collect my trophies . The nostalgia ~ So after that , me and SoulSis watched our juniors dancing . Whoa . They were so good . A new generation of dancers . Then after that I went with SoulSis and Nikolai to BubbleTea shop . :) Whoa . Dunno when was the last time I ate there . Another burst of nostalgia ~ Whoooo . Then went to the playground . I still remember that was the place we used to hang out after dance practice . ~Memories~ I miss those old days . When everything was so simple . When I didn't have a care in this world . When the only thing that hurts is a scraped knee . When nothing is complicated .
After that we still didn't want to go home so we called Cj to meet us . We hang out . Gossiped . Talked about Who Stead With Who . And had so much fun . Imitating those bitches and flirts from my primary school . Talking about GUYS . ._. Then when it was 5.30 , we walked home . Suddenly , the conversation shifted to my ex-crush . Nikolai said he stead with a from my primary school . I was like , BADTRIP . Then suddenly I wanted to shout for some reason unknown . Then I was sooooo hyper and then Cj said , I was affected by my ex-crush's stead . Then I deny deny deny . I keep repeating to myself , I'm not affected . I'm not sure whether I'm really not affected . Maybe I am , maybe I'm not . But who cares ? There's nothing I can do about it anw . So yeah , MOVING ON . I reached home then I was scolded - by who else ? The 'queen' . I learned how to shut them out . Sing a song in your head and just keep saying sorry to her . -.-" And , anw , I want to say this one last time . I'M NOT AFFECTED . No , I'm not . :)
'And as you lean and kiss her on the head. I felt so alive and so dead.'
Thirteen ; Falling harder everytime
@ 9:47 PM
Wish I was her and you were mine .
Day 8 : Three Favourite Cartoon Characters
1. Minnie Mouse =>
2. Hello Kitty :)
3. Pikachu =]
I wanted you to be there when I fall .
Twelve ; That cool and calm demeanor of yours
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 2:32 PM
Seriously . ._. Boredom .
Speaking of which , I'm craving for some books . Oh shit . Today is a holiday . The library's closed . -.-"
Oh yeah . You don't need me anymore . So you don't know me anymore .
Ugh . Holiday = Boring . All I do is band , chores and more chores . ._. I've never done any of the homeworks given . -.-" Don't even want to think of it .
I'd rather have school than stay at home get ranted at by my parents every single minute . They think that they are freaking perfect . Always scold here scold there . Pissed off nya .
Anw , I'M EXCITED ! Next wednesday , we're gonna go to genting ! Bwahahaha ! Finally , a simple HOLIDAY ! Enjoy myself and gonna forget my problems for a while .
Anw , I just found out my groupings for the council camp . My occupation is a LIFEGUARD ! Whattheheck ? So , what am I supposed to bring ? Life vest ? LOLS . And yeah , my groupmates . SO GOOD ! I'm happy with the ppl in my group so no complaints there .
So yeah , today is Hari Raya Haji so mostly there's CHAOS at home . Everybody is at home like my freak brother . Cccchhaaaoosss ! But that's kinda good cos my mom's cooking spaghetti ! I can smell it now . Yummm .
I am the author of my life. Unfortunately, I'm writing in pen and can't erase my mistakes.
Eleven ; I think of you every now and then
@ 2:02 PM
People get tired too , yknow.
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
1. HOLIDAY - BoysLikeGirls
2. I DON'T WANNA MISS A THING - Aerosmith
3. A PLACE IN THIS WORLD - TaylorSwift
4. THOUSAND MILES - VanessaCarlton
P.S. I know this is very late . Forgive me , blame the busy schedule . ;)
Ten ; I miss your sweet smile
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 5:28 PM
Maybe this is wishful thinking. Or probably mindless dreaming. But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
1. CHOCOLATES ! ♥♥♥
2. Fried chicken !
3. Pizza !
4. Coffee !
5. Ice Cream !
I'd go back in time to change it but i can't. Nine ; Got lost in your eyes
Tuesday, November 9, 2010 @ 9:30 PM
What if one day I didn't take the initiative , would we even have a conversation that day ?
Day 5 : Six Of Your Favourite Books
1. Be careful what you wish for - Alexandra Potter
2. L.A. candy , Sweet Little Lies and Sugar and Spice - Lauren Conrad
3. Twilight saga - Stephanie Mayer
4. Handle with care - Jodi Picoult
5. Dark secrets 1 and 2 - Elizabeth Chandler
6. Dear John - Nicholas Sparks
All I want for Christmas is him .
Eight ; I thought someday I'd get over you
Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 1:47 PM
I knew you were out of my reach.
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
1. My parents . Very supportive .
2. My primary 6 teacher, Mdm. Kuek . She teaches from the heart . She stayed back until 6 for a few
weeks just to help us prepare for PSLE . ♥ She thinks a lot about her students .
3. Taylor Swift . Talented and not afraid to 'sing' what's on her mind .
4. Dance teacher , Miss Carol . Expresses herself in dancing and doesn't give up on anything .
5. Maurice Gail Iran Santos ! Yes , her . No matter how hard life is , she just go on with it .
6. Sancia Seah Sheen Ee . She keeps to herself in terms of whether she like this person or not . She doesn't go around gossiping . And yeah , she works hard .
7. Myself ! I inspire myself . DUH ! ♥
Learn to dance in the rain .
Seven ; Twinkle in your eye
Saturday, November 6, 2010 @ 5:57 PM
I hope that even for a while , I crossed your mind .
Day 3: Eight Places You Wanna Visit
1. Paris ! ♥
2. Venice , Italy . Romantic bahh .
3. Egypt ;)
4. Japan ! ♥ Anime world !
5. Korea ! K-poppers world !
6. UK . ♥
7. Recording studios .
8. Chocolate factory ! ♥♥♥
I wanna be inside your heaven.
Six ; Falling stupid for you
@ 11:26 AM
Really , you are everything to me .
Day 2 : Nine Things I Cant Live Without
1. Handphone! Sms all the time , esp when boredom strikes.
2. Laptop! Of course , I need it to blog-facebook-twitter-plurk-tumblr .
3. Air, food and necessities. DUH !
4. Music . I mean , LITERALLY.
5. Alarm clock . Without it , I would never wake up at all . -.-
6. Money money money . :)
7. Books ! Totally need it !
8. Love . All we need is love . ♥♥♥
9. Chocolates ! Yuummmm yuuummmm ! ;))
Do you ever think of me ? I think of you all the time .
Five ; Head first . Fearless .
Thursday, November 4, 2010 @ 5:56 PM
Keep smiling . Don't frown . Your smile gives me courage .
Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You're Older
1: Wanted : Chef . I like cooking . But I didn't want to always be near the fire (stove) . So the dream was BOOMZ BOOMZ and GONE !
2: Wanted : Cashier . I was fascinated by money . $$$ But being a cashier is too ... easy . (More challenging please ! )
3: Wanted : Fashion designer . There was this phase in my childhood when I liked dolls and dressing them up was fun . Thus , the fashion designer dream !
4: Wanted : Model . This was after the fashion designer dream . But I realised I need to always be slim, watch what I eat and eat less sugary fod (CHOCOLATES!) so it was also BOOMZ BOOMZ GONE .
5: Wanted : Writer . I love reading books and I wanted to someday publish my books . But I didn't got sick of making stories . Blame composition for that . So , I gave up on that dream .
6 . Wanted : Doctor . I want to help and cure people . But I don't want to conduct surgeries , eew , so I said Goodbye to this dream too .
7. Wanted : Teacher . I want to teach ! But from experience , knowing how much students hate their teacher and that teachers don't have holiday spirit , I didn't want to end up like those poor teachers .
8. Want : Accountant . Money , baybeh ! $$$ . Its a higher position than a cashier but still works with money . I know , MONEYFACE me . :))
9. Want : Singer/Actress . I know , I suck at both singing and acting . But who cares ? A girl can dream . :]
10. Want : Business Manager . Very professional ! And I want to work in an office or with a client .
Having so much to say . Watching you walk away .
Four ; Not gonna let you go
@ 5:27 PM
I kept wishing for things to change but when they did , I wished they didn't change .
10 day challenge
Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older
Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books
Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love
Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now
Wish me luck ! ♥
Those little things you said and did matters a lot to me .
Three ; Waiting for nothing
@ 5:19 PM
I'm so tired. Every time I wait for you, you let me down. If I really deserve you, show some effort!
Don't take me for granted. I'm already tired of waiting. I've given my effort even if I know you don't even give a damn.
I'm really tired.
Tired of everything . Tired of nothing.
Anw , I just realised that I still haven't done my homeworks . HAAIIYYYOOO . -.- Loads and loads of homework ! Teachers . Haizz . So pitiful . They dont have any holiday spirit . What's worse , even students are affected from their lack of fun . Whattheheck . So yeah , I still have to do heaps of homework , on top of the heaps of chores and of course , heaps of band practices .
Speaking of which, I didn't get to go for band today . And I'm not complaining . In fact , I'm celebrating ! Anw , I didn't get to go cos this morning when I woke up at 7.45 , I read an sms sent by my band SL that we have to fall in at 7.45 . I saw that they sent that at 5++ that morning . So yeah , I decided not to go for band .
Anw , today was kinda normal . Twitter-Blog-Facebook-Plurk-Tumblr . Then HE smsed . I just didn't reply . Heartless , ain't I ? But , I already told him that I don't like him . But the way he smsed , he still act like everything is just perfect . My message to HIM : Get over it . It ain't gonna work out . Cos I really have no feelings for you . Get it ? ZERO .
Anw , I'm feeling like I want to do some kind of challenge to spice things up . I wonder what . Hmmm .
So many things I wanted to tell you . But every time I see you , I become speechless .
Two ; And I never stopped loving you
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 2:01 PM
Confession time : There was never another you .
Last night , at 10 plus .
Him: Just take the chance .
Me: *pissed off* Okok . I'll take the chance . So now what will happen ?
Him: We're going steady .
Me: WTF ?!
And just like that, my first 'unofficial' relationship started.
Before I went to sleep : HIM ;; Good night , sweet dreams , I'll try not to miss you much .
This morning : HIM ;; Good morning to my one of a kind diamond .
Eeeewwwww !
Yeah, I know, I should be happy and flattered . But somehow, I wasn't . I mean if some other guy , who I liked , said that to me , I know I would jump up and down and out of this universe . But maybe I don't really like him .
So , I went to call maurice and jeanne and they both said that its obvious that I dont really like the guy and that I should end that relationship . I would be happy if I end this 'one-sided relationship.' But I really didn't know how . So , I smsed JingYee and Sancia . So , they gave me advice and I finally told HIM to break up . Actually , it went something like this , "Erm , I really am sure tt I handle this relationship . And I think I like you more as a friend not a lover . So yeah , I think we should just stay friends , okay ? Anw, what I mean is , let's break up . " And , I dont care what he said aft that . I guess I just wanted a clean break . So , I dont think I'm gonna talk to him for a while so that he will forget me .
And just like that, my first 'unofficial' relationship ended .
Anw , everybody says that its not even counted as a relationship cos I don't have feeling for HIM . And it ended very fast . Less than 12 hours. So yeah , I STILL HAVE MY 'FIRST BF' STATUS WITH ME ! Hahahah ! I'm still NBSB member ! (NoBoyfriendSinceBirth!) And anyway , the break-up didn't hurt at all (another point that shows that I have no feelings for him) For break-ups , tears will be shed , but for me I was like , 'YEES! WE BROKE UP!' Hahahah ! RELIEF ! Ohh , I'm single ! Now , I realise how good it is to be SINGLE ! ♥
And I thought time could heal everything.
One ; I never expected this
@ 6:46 AM
If 'forever' is really true , I'd like to spend it with you .
Keep me safe in your arms .
Live. Laugh. Love.
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