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Two ; And I never stopped loving you
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 2:01 PM
Confession time : There was never another you .
Last night , at 10 plus .
Him: Just take the chance .
Me: *pissed off* Okok . I'll take the chance . So now what will happen ?
Him: We're going steady .
Me: WTF ?!
And just like that, my first 'unofficial' relationship started.
Before I went to sleep : HIM ;; Good night , sweet dreams , I'll try not to miss you much .
This morning : HIM ;; Good morning to my one of a kind diamond .
Eeeewwwww !
Yeah, I know, I should be happy and flattered . But somehow, I wasn't . I mean if some other guy , who I liked , said that to me , I know I would jump up and down and out of this universe . But maybe I don't really like him .
So , I went to call maurice and jeanne and they both said that its obvious that I dont really like the guy and that I should end that relationship . I would be happy if I end this 'one-sided relationship.' But I really didn't know how . So , I smsed JingYee and Sancia . So , they gave me advice and I finally told HIM to break up . Actually , it went something like this , "Erm , I really am sure tt I handle this relationship . And I think I like you more as a friend not a lover . So yeah , I think we should just stay friends , okay ? Anw, what I mean is , let's break up . " And , I dont care what he said aft that . I guess I just wanted a clean break . So , I dont think I'm gonna talk to him for a while so that he will forget me .
And just like that, my first 'unofficial' relationship ended .
Anw , everybody says that its not even counted as a relationship cos I don't have feeling for HIM . And it ended very fast . Less than 12 hours. So yeah , I STILL HAVE MY 'FIRST BF' STATUS WITH ME ! Hahahah ! I'm still NBSB member ! (NoBoyfriendSinceBirth!) And anyway , the break-up didn't hurt at all (another point that shows that I have no feelings for him) For break-ups , tears will be shed , but for me I was like , 'YEES! WE BROKE UP!' Hahahah ! RELIEF ! Ohh , I'm single ! Now , I realise how good it is to be SINGLE ! ♥
And I thought time could heal everything.